PMR Result is out !!

hey guys !!
lame dah x update nie, arini saye decided utk post in malay je la ye..
boring gak asyik bi je kan ??
bukan korg paham sgt pon.. haha
anyway, PMR result baru kluar...
sebenarnye lame dah, adela dlm beberape ari yg lepas..
and I'm scared like hell !!
btol2 x bleh tido malam, dok pk je bleh ke ak nie dapat 8A ??
bleh ak hepikan org2 yg letak harapan tinggi kat ak ?
bleh ke ak hepikan mak bapak ak, cikgu ak, family ak, pak cik mak cik sume..
memang susa klau sume org berharap kat kite. tapi klau kite yakin, sume bende bleh jadi..
mesti korang nak tau gak kan cmne result ak ?
dapat ke dpt straight A's ?
Alhamdullilah ! Berjaye gak dpt straight A's..
sumenye berkat doa org2 tersayang..
lps dapat result yg ak x penah sgke nie, ak blaja..
owh, rupenye keyakinan tu penting ye, even kite x dpt good result pon, kite still akan bangge ngan pencapaian kite..
ak memang btol2 x sgke ak bleh dpt 8A .
and moment yang ak akan ingat smpai bile2 ialah mase mak ak senyum hepi sebab ak berjaye, mase die menanges gembire, bukan duke.
mase bapak ak x abes2 ucapkan tahniah kat ak, senyum x penah lekang dari mulut die, ak plak yg penat tengok.. hha
mase mak cik pak cik ak sbok kol ucap tahniah kat ak, mase kakak ak x abes2 tnye ape ak nak sebagai hadiah, and paling x bleh lpe time adek sedare ak jerit2 kat dlm phone. x caye katenye.. haha
ak rase ak plg hepi bile ak tengok org yg harap ak berjaye tu senyum sebab ak berjaye, hepi sebab ak bleh dapat straight..
ak x sgke buat org hepi pon bleh buat kite hepi same..
mase dorang sume hepi and bangge ngan ak, time tu la baru ak seda, Alhamdullilah, dpt jugak ak buat dorang bangge and hepi ngan ak.. memang kenangan yg plg x bleh dilupe kan ~!!!

MAMA award is over !!
So, finally none of them won it actually ! haha
I mean ,  the best artist award, remember the fan war between Exotic and Baby/ Warrior ?
Exo and B.A.P didnt won it.
the winner is Busker Busker !
its so unbelievable !
and quite funny actually ~~
but, B.A.P and Exo did win in another award,
B.A.P win PD's Best Choice Award and Exo win Best New Asian Artist..
congrate to them !!
alright, that's all.. love you guys !
Ppyong !

Stupid Fan Wars !!

Hey guys..
I feel a bit sad lately..
so, u see. many fans are voting for their idol on MAMA.
and today is the last day of voting..
Best Male Rookies Award cause quite a stir..
Few days ago, EXO-K and B.A.P are competing for the top spot.
EXO-K is always on the top actually.
But suddenly B.A.P claim the top spot... just few days before the voting end.
The Exotics thought the Babyz and Warriorz had been cheating in their vote.
They said Babyz and Warriorz hack the voting system that can make them vote once every one minute.
 ( They can only vote once a day actually )
I'm an Exotic and I'm also a Babyz. So I'm not very happy with this.
They continue the fan wars and I'm totally dissapointed.
It seems that other Exotics are just trying to pick fight with Babyz and Warriorz.
I choose B.A.P for sure. I would vote for B.A.P everyday.
Honestly I love EXO much much more than B.A.P
But I think B.A.P work very hard to gain just the exact popularity as EXO.
B.A.P made like 4 comebacks and they work very hard to please their fans.
B.A.P is not from a big agency which can help them a lot.
They work hard to gain that large fan bases.
I'm not saying that EXO is only popular because they come from SM, But it sure does help a lot.
And I know that EXO also work hard to gain that popularity.
But they didn't make any comebacks after their debut.
While B.A.P made 4 comebacks after their debut.
I love EXO so much and I really hope that they can win the category.
But i feel guilty for B.A.P.
I know Exotics often say,
' It's not about how many comebacks that they made, it's the quality of the song '
So, you're saying that B.A.P had no quality in their songs ??
I don't think so, I love all B.A.P songs..
But I love EXO songs too..
I know I sounded like a Babyz fighting against Exotics but I'm not.
I just felt B.A.P should win this award. As to pay for their hard work.
As I say earlier, I'm not saying thet EXO didn't work hard, Instead I knoe EXO must have work harder to continue the success of SM artist. As a conclusion, whoever win this, whether its B.A.P or EXO, I would be very happy since I'm both Babyz and Exotic~~~ ^_^

Chincha ?? Jeongmal ??

Hey !!
So, although these things had passed few days ago, I still want to talk about it..
On 23 Nov ago, Nu'est and Vixx had come to Malaysia as performers in an award..
And when they perform, some non-kpoppers booed them..
It is so impolite ! I mean even if you are not a kpoppers, u still have to respect them and their idol right ?
Its just too much !!
I'm a kpoppers and I felt totally ashamed with what they did.
These few people had ruined the image of whole country !
What if the idols don't want to come here again ??
are u non-kpoppers going to perform for us ????!!
its so full of shit !
Sorry for the bad words, but I'm not that nice when I'm angry !
Just what the fucking hell do u think u're doing ?!?!
Ruining it all just in a blink of eyes.
So unbelievable !
but still, it's a relief that Nu'est and Vixx said that Its ok..
If not, I would already kill u non-kpoppers !!
and I totally hope something like this won't happen again. not ever again !!
well, I think its enough.
Bye !

My Tiring Experiences :(

Hey guys !
I'm so happy that my big exams had passed.
I think I had done my best and now hoping for the best results.
Actually I want to post mv for my Boyfriend's latest song titled Janus, 
but I got some connection problem so, I will post it next time..
So today, I will talk about me.
School session for 2012 already ended.
I did meet my friends, hangout together at a theme park.
playing roller coaster and all sorts of dizzy things.. ( still dizzy until now. keke )
I had a great time. It's so much fun even though it's a bit tiring.
Then, I went to Kelantan with my family for a wedding.
I think I'm a bit too excited to go there, but when I'm arrived, I feel like I'm dying there ! 
Hot whether, dusty environment, very not good for health ! Like seriously, I don't want to go there ever again ! 14 hours journey by car is not a fun thing to do :/
Then, it took us 9 hours to go back home. A bit earlier because we used shorter rode.
And inside the car I was like ' thank god we're out of here ! yay ! ' haha.
Now, while I'm writing this, I'm not at home either.
I have an exam next week. I don't know if it's considered as big or small exams.
But if I can pass these exams, I will go to a boarding school ! So I guess the exams is quite big. Right ? Whatever ! 
I'm in Penang right now. Far far away from my home. 5 hours journey inside a car. 
Now I understand what Kpop Idols feel like when they have to go here and there everyday. It's so tiring ! 
They are even worse, they had to go from country to country while I just have to go state to state in a same country. poor them :(
Alright guys, I think this is the longest post I've ever posted here..
So I guess I should stop now. 
See you next time ! Bye ^_^
Ppyong !

Okay :/

Hey ! I'm back..
yeah, for the girl that i told u before..
Sorry for somehow calling you littlebitch ..
sorry for that.. I know I'm bad... I'm always bad.. ( I warn you ! )
you know, i forgive you for the things that u horribly did to me.. ( if u don't know the meaning, just ignore it ! ) 
BTW, I want to apologize too for all my mistakes..
Since we both are going to take a very important exams just in a few days, so I really hope u can forgive me for my mistakes. and I truly forgive u too..
Lastly, don't keep your anger, ok ? 
Forgive me and I'll forgive u as well.. 
That's all.
Ppyong ! 

Specially created for : Nor Zafirah Binti Zainal <3

My Sad Story T_T (fuckyoulittlebitch!)

Hey !
I've been kind of sad,, my friends, they all have great things that i didn't have.
they are so wonderful but not me..
anyway, i wanna tell ya something today, 

I've been hurt so bad by a person that is very important in my life..
you can say that she's like my very own sister because that's what we promise to be forever.. SISTERS !
but she betrayed me,, telling all of them except for me that she had a sister as well,,
i'm happy to know that she appreciate me too, but suddenly that girl is not me..
i don't know if i'm a fool or what to just believe in everything that she said.
even after all the things she did to me, i still want to trust her and love her just like before..
am i a fool ?
i hope no... 
anyway, that's all. 
i always had  something to cheer me up and this time, it's my boys !
ppyong !

B.A.P - No Mercy MV [English subs + Romanization + Hangul] HD